Space Traveler Reveals Emotional Distress After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included high-profile passengers.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a social media post, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the flight.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her scientific research and astronaut training to the historic significance of her heritage – was buried under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She concluded that despite the negativity, considerable good had emerged from the flight, including increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
Flight Details
The fully automated New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from different industries.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a well-known tech mogul.